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Name: Lydia
Country: United Kingdom
Metro: Glasgow
Birthday: 7/31/1985
Interests: Photography, Snowboarding, Roller Skating, Pretending that I am artistic, Playing my violin in a somewhat non screeching form, Liking the fact that my tripping makes other people smile, Seeing how long I can go without wearing real clothes, Steve Mcqueen and Paul Newman, Leeching onto my brother's knowledge of what is good music, Crocheting my heart out (recently Knitting as well), Adoring my three beautiful nieces, Being a die hard StarWars fan, Longing to be a godly friend, daughter, sister, aunt, and someday wife, mother and grandmother.
Expertise: Not knowing how to answer this question.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/31/2005
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| I am happy....I feel content and at peace with it just being me in my immediate surroundings, and finally believing that I am worth something all on my own. I have been in an on going battle for quite a while now trying to get to this place! It happened kind of suddenly, I just sort of arrived here. There is a certain time of day that is one hour before sunset, and one hour after sunrise that photographers call the "golden hour". Everything is just drenched in a golden hue almost giving the sense that time has slowed down...this is the place I have stumbled into. The last year of my life has been a difficult one filled with alot of learning(the hard way) and shedding of old skins. I am excited and hopeful for what the future may bring and content in realizing what it may not bring. Be well
"Indeed my dear ones, there is a place of soft existence where the future is contented awareness and playful excitement!"
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| Ive been looking through my long since posted scribbles on this dear site and feel sad that I have not done so for ages!.....Fall is beginning, the summer flew by in a heated rush of excitement and has left me, as always, wanting it to last for just a little while longer. Hmm summer....bare shoulders, ice coffee, the vibrant color green, and warm darkness. Im about to embark into uncharted territory in my life, if I can just step through the door. This is somewhat scary, but you know what is even more scary? Turning your back and letting go of something that you know, and is not good for you. Why is this so hard? You don't want to be held back anymore by this thing and yet holding is like what keeps you going....it doesn't make sense. I will let go... I am thinking about becoming a photojournalist, I have started applying for schools...we shall see. Be well | | |
| Have you ever had a day where someone's comments about yourself left you completely shellshocked? Like can't even think straight? I have had one of those days today..........
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| "Perhaps oneday we shall meet again, wondering through rough rock and heights of open space, finding the gazing place of our first meeting."
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| I wonder about a pirates life....
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